sometimes and always.Sometimes.sometimes and always. by ~amberlyn
I sit and wonder why I feel this way.
Always.
I just wish I could take it back.
Sometimes.
I know the things I've said, I regret.
Always.
I know you will never forgive me.
Sometimes.
I look at your pictures, and I think of what used-to-be.
Always.
I think of you, no matter what.
Sometimes.
I want to tell you that I'm sorry.
Always.
I know you won't hear it.
Sometimes.
Sorry just isn't enough.
Always.
I love you.
Sometimes.
I wish you knew that.
Always.
I will remember you.
Sometimes.
You think I never cared.
Always.
I have and will.
Sometimes.
You think I threw it away.
Always.
I didn't. I love you.
untitled.My head is swimming again.untitled. by ~amberlyn
You're there, in the abyss.
You always are.
Leave me, please.
"Just friends" isn't enough.
I want us to be more again.
This emptiness is starting to kill me.
It hurts.
I don't like to hurt.
Not like this.
Get out.
You're drowning me.
I don't want you here.
You lie.
You always lie.
I'm being hypocritical again.
I love you.
Always have.
Probably always will.
Make me not love you.
I don't like this.
Stop it.
I don't like to remember.
You were amazing.
That's all you really are anymore.
A memory.
The past.
No longer in my future.
Get out.
Stay out.
I'm drowning.
Stop it.
It hurts.
Please
Run AwaySurrounded by the voicesRun Away by ~amberlyn
Screaming in my head
I want to get away
Before I end up dead
Going crazy
Feeling hazy
I'm not lazy (I've got to)
Run away
Run away
Do you understand my friend
That you are wrong
So long long gone
Here I lie
With pain inside
All alone
Singing this song.
Knees up to my chest
Rocking back and forth
The voices adding to the pain
Making me want to
Run-a-way (I've got to)
Run-a-way
Going crazy
Feeling hazy
I'm not lazy (I've got to)
Run away
Run away
Sweet 
Sta.sh
It made me miss you all over again. It seems like the pain will never go away. <3
