untitled.My head is swimming again.You're there, in the abyss.You always are.Leave me, please."Just friends" isn't enough.I want us to be more again.This emptiness is starting to kill me.It hurts.I don't like to hurt.Not like this.Get out.You're drowning me.I don't want you here.You lie.You always lie.I'm being hypocritical again.I love you.Always have.Probably always will.Make me not love you.I don't like this.Stop it.I don't like to remember.You were amazing.That's all you really are anymore.A memory.The past.No longer in my future.Get out.Stay out.I'm drowning.Stop it.It hurts.Please.No.
Run AwaySurrounded by the voicesScreaming in my headI want to get awayBefore I end up deadGoing crazyFeeling hazyI'm not lazy (I've got to)Run awayRun awayDo you understand my friendThat you are wrongSo long long goneHere I lieWith pain insideAll aloneSinging this song.Knees up to my chestRocking back and forthThe voices adding to the painMaking me want toRun-a-way (I've got to)Run-a-wayGoing crazyFeeling hazyI'm not lazy (I've got to)Run awayRun away
Inner FilthDeep withinThis cold heart of mineLie the ashesOf my life's declineRunning toward the doorDripping on the floorI'm watchingWatching my inner filth pourSuicide haunts my thoughtsThe razor is calling my nameDon't cut width-wiseLength lets you win the gameLosing all that's lostGaining nothing, things gets tossedYour always saying not to bossMy friends are goneThey all have diedI can't do it I have triedRunning toward the doorDripping on the floorI'm watchingWatching my inner filth pour
Your End Is NearSoaking secrets so long deniedThe only place allowed to hideDarkened door with darkened pathsThe deadest hell I've ever graspedCursing faces afraid to tryOnly wishing just to dieEmotions racing through my headHow I wish that I was deadDo you understand me dear?While I'm standing here dreamingI don't want you hereThe shots I call seem so clearScreaming to you,Your end is nearConstantly screamingEternally bleedingI called out your nameBecause you're to blameBut still you are not hereDo you understand me dear?While I'm standing here dreamingI don't want you hereThe shots I call seem so clearScreaming to you,Your end is nearI never want you next to meIt's not your face I want to seeI'm constantly in agonyAlways wanting to say I'm freeI'M FREE!I'M FREE!I'M FREE!I'M FREE!